Monday, June 16, 2008

I lost my wisdom today.....


I lost my wisdom today........ because of my Wisdom Tooth.....

I had this irritating pain for few days.... and it got worst this morning.

So, made my dentist appointment.... and he said... 'Its your wisdom tooth that caused it... so, we are going to take it out now....'

I was a bit freaked out actually.... almost wanted to tell the Doctor that.... 'Can I don't do it...?'

But Oh Well....... I just go along and just did it...... and my mouth is still numb even as I writing now........

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Have you really fall in love?

Have you really fall in love?
So in love that you will do anything?
Even if everyone thinks you are a fool?

How do we actually knows it when we fall in love?
I used to be so sure about this, but now.......

But I learned about one thing from my break-up.
I know what I really want now.
I know my expectations (which might became another problem....)

As people says, if we survived a situation, we will grows up and learned from it.
It makes us a stronger person.
Makes us a more independent person.

I am a much happier person now because I know what I want and facing.
Friends say its obvious that I am growing up and had became stronger.

Me & Keith
(Disclaimer : Keith is not my new bf.... just close friend : my eating, pool & hiking buddy)

I am one person whom can't fake my emotional (why I say this because, trust me, there are people that I know out there who likes to fake their emotional or fake their happiness)

Why people fake their happiness? My interpretation : Inferiority complex
Will blog about this next....... for now, am going for pampering session with my girlfriend from Brunei.

Friday, June 13, 2008

I Lost...

I LOST 6KG in 6months! Unbelievable ya..........



Before.......


Recently....

The formula : Heartbroken & Hard-work.

Fuel Prices Increased....... Does it matter?

Does it really matters? Is really the fuel price that caused us to be panic?

I filled up my tank with the RM2.70 petrol this morning. I was still running on the RM1.92 petrol, till this morning.

The different : I was paying RM75 for full tank and now RM102. Its RM27 different. So, its only about RM100 different per month for me, for someone who drives around a lot.

The advice : Keep your RPM below 2,000. With that, you actually burn less fuel. (this is an advice from a close friend, not a certified automobile engineer)

To me, its not about the fuel price. Its about how it was increased and also the consequential effects.

Because of this 40% increase, i am paying RM6 for nasi campur behind my office. It used to be only RM4. Take note, that's 50% increase, Ok.

What I really don't like is, people are taking advantages on this. I wonder how they justify to increase so much.

40% increase on petrol = 50% increase on food.
Is their cost of goods for food is FUEL????

This is what really pisses me off!

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Adopt as your fundamental creed that you will equip yourself for life, not solely for your own benefit but for the benefit of the whole community.
- By Sir John Monash

Saw this statement during my visit to Monash University today.

I stopped and asked myself. What's my belief in life?

I am a Buddhist and I believes in Karma.

"What comes around goes around."

I remembered my cousin told me before,
"don't unto others what you don't want others onto you".

That's true. Don't do things to others that you don't want them to do it to you. But sometimes, you realized it too late. But really, nothing is too late.

Realized it, regret it and make changes.

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Relationship or Companionship?

"You are pretty and successful, why are you still single?"
"Are you looking for relationship or companionship?"
"What kind of guy are you looking for"
"What's your criteria?"
"Move on... there are lots better guy out there"

Helloooooooooo.............. I am only 28 going to 29, and I was just out of a 3years relationship less than 6months ago.

Give me a break! I am enjoying my single life, that allows me to multi-dates. How good it is ya...?

Let's answer the question one by one.

"You are pretty and successful, why are you still single?"
Am I pretty? I don't know. Am I successful? I also don't know. So, I don't know how to answer. I guess the fact is I am not pretty enough? But, does look really matters in a REAL RELATIONSHIP? I won't want to be with a guy whom actually falls for my look. He must be smart to look beyond the look.

"Are you looking for relationship or companionship?"
Hmmm... what kind of question is this? Ok. I am looking for a relationship that promises companionship. Good answer?

"What kind of guy are you looking for" & "What's your criteria?"
Hmmmm.... someone whom loves me and understands me? Someone I can be totally comfortable with? Someone I can trust totally? Someone that is also my best friend and soul mate? I think, its Someone whom are matured and not threaten by my success. All my exes have this value. :) (not that I have many la...... )

"Move on... there are lots better guy out there"
Hello.... I just broke up less than 6 months. Am I not allowed to feel sad? Come on, he is someone whom I thought will be THE ONE. But well, guess things happened. Things doesn't always goes as planned, right? I am not the type that can 'open' my heart easily to people.... so, its going to take a while. I guess, when the right one come, everything should be 'automatic'... :p

Yes, I am still waiting for the right one. I have faith. I believes he is out there. He yet to find me, that's it. ;)