Expectation is the Pregnancy of Disappointment

"Expectation is the pregnancy of disappointment....." says Jo

This is so true. The moment you start expecting..... there are potential of you being disappointed...

Some people says..... "No expectation, no disappoinment...."

But, how can we don't have expectation, isn't it?

Life is full of the unexpected...... (why, because we have certain standard of "expectation", right?).......

I have so much expectations in Life...
Expectations of friends and from friends...
From Family......

Wonder how all of us handle with so much expectation from all the people that matters to us in our Life.......

But we survive... didn't we?

I guess we have a choice to ignore the expectation....... and try not to have expectation......

Unconditional Love....

I saw a friend's tagline written this few days ago...

"XXX is waiting for unconditional love.....but knows he is dreaming!"

Does unconditional Love exist? I believes it does.....

Well, when you love someone, I guess you actually love them unconditionally.... don't you?
If you don't love them unconditionally.... then, I guess that's not true Love then..., right?
So, why is so many people are so skeptical of finding the unconditional love??
Is it really that tough...?



I know of a friend, whom there are at least 2 persons whom love him unconditionally...... but it became a burden to him too, because he can't love both of them back unconditionally...... because the SOMEONE whom he loved unconditionally had left him.....

All I can say.... "Move on buddy..... and stop being angry at her for leaving you....and learn to love someone new unconditionally too. Trust me, its not that tough when you start opening up your heart"

Ya, I know some of you are going to tell me to tell this to myself....... ;)

Will you Live... or Simply Exist?

Since we chose to Live in this Universe... shouldn't we Live It? Instead of just be here...?
Flowing with it and see where Life brings us??

I don't know.... I guess I am a Fighter. I fight a lot for the betterment of my Life.
But yes, I do admit... sometimes, we do get tired.

We do get tired of leading our life.... then we just let things flow the way it wants....

A close friend replied my email last night with this statement...
" I am just reading and replying this email restlessly..... I am too tired...."

I can feel him. I can feel why he is feeling like this. We all are just human.... we do feel tired sometimes.

Mentally & Physically..... I happened to me sometimes... and been on "regular" basis recently....
I felt easily burned out.... Not sure why, but probably lack of exercise?

Lethargy might be one of the reason of us feeling tired or restless easily.....
Time to keep my promise to myself... "Exercise REGULARLY!"

Then another close friend told me this today.... "I woke up motivated..., but felt something missing in my Life..."

Well, sometimes... we just feel this way..... we felt we don't do enough for ourselves... we feel we missed out something..... we feel something missing but not sure what is it........

Personally...., with friends & family around us.... I think its worth for us Living our Life instead of just "Exist".....

Overdose of Coffee Causes Hallucination....

"More than a glass of coffee a day will cause you to hallucinates...."

I heard this statement over the radio recently.... and of coz, me, being a coffee-addict, I was "surprise-or-shocked".... though I should not be.

I know for a fact that Coffee or rather caffeine is bad for health, but never did I expect it to have the "ability" of causing us, "THE ADDICTS" to be HALLUCINATE......

"People who drink too much coffee could start seeing ghosts or hearing strange voices, UK research has suggested." reported BBC News.... (http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/7827761.stm)

'Visions link' to coffee intake

Besides coffee, caffeine is found in tea, energy drinks and chocolate

People who drink too much coffee could start seeing ghosts or hearing strange voices, UK research has suggested.

But then, on their other reports, which I find "contradicting", such as below....

"Caffeine may help older women ward off mental decline"... (http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/6930114.stm)

"Coffee and exercise save skin"... (http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/6919249.stm)

So, is coffee good or bad....? More harm than good?
I think my own conclusion is : Take it moderately ( I guess 3 cups a day are not too bad, right??)

Okay, I admit..... I am HARD-CORE-COFFEE-ADDICT!

But I am trying to QUIT.... or REDUCE.... STILL TRYING.....

What RIGHT does a Client have?

Do they have the right to shout at us?
Do they have the right for "not-reading" properly?
Do they have the right to be bastard?
Do they have the right to be an ass-hole?
Do they have the right to be the KING?

I was pissed with one of my client today.... because he literally start shouting the moment I pick up the call......

I don't even have a chance to LISTEN or DEFEND MYSELF!

At the end...... he SNAP on things because his client snapped on him.....
But... he can't defend himself... because he didn't read the DAILY REPORT we FURNISHED HIM!

Damm it! He don't read... so he can't defend himself... because he didn't know what was going on...

I let him shout la....... till one point he thought the line was cut-off.... because I was just being SILENT.

After he finish "talking".... I told him that its neither my fault nor his...... its the END-USER's issues...... and he asked why I didn't tell him.......

I feel like telling him.... "Read-The-F**King-EMAIL".......!!!!!

Aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........

Then I wonder if this Project is worth......
Then I calm down...... I just need to remind myself to look at the bottom line.......!!!!!

Okay...... I had let off my Steam......... !!!!!!!

Ya, but please share with me...... is this FAIR?????

Modeling Career of my best friend....

Check this out... one of my BFF is embarking into the "modeling world".....

Go and check it out at this website : http://www.milo.com.my/fuze/

You can energize him by clicking on the cup of Milo..... and see him from being working to sleeping at work..... or even totally "energized"....

Supposedly, this is what happened when you don't drink enough MILO... So, note to all Employers : Stock up on MILO.....

And yeah, go and join the contest... who knows, maybe one of us might be lucky and win the LG's latest mobile......

I would like to wish him all the best for his modeling career....... ;)

No worries, will support you no matter what path you chose....... LOL......

Btw, I think you look cute on the website.... the purpose of this entry is to help you promote your Modeling Career.......

Jazz saved Myvi...

The purpose of this entry is to remind a close friend's hubby not to "insult" my Jazz next time....

Here, Dan, this entry is dedicated to you.......

Well, the joke of this is......... I sending these two friends to their car (Myvi)..... and while inside my car, someone insulted my Jazz....

Of coz, I started it off by saying that Myvi is Jazz wannabe........ then the conversation continues and the "insults" began....... (don't worry la... I don't take it to heart... if not, would have not helped you..... )...

When we reached their car....... our smart friend didn't off his headlights..... and here there was...

The car cannot start..... so need my Little Jazz's help...... to jump start the battery.....

Haaaaa...... I can't stop laughing...... and it was on Christmas Eve...... and am feeling "charitable"... so ma HELP them lo...........

This entry is meant as a Joke...... No Insult intended....... :p

(Coz here I am... sitting at home on Saturday night.... because you canceled the "promised" Salad-Dinner.....)

3S

I saw an article in The Star recently...., saying about the rising of 3S women in China.

The 3S stands for : Single, Seventies & Stuck....

I totally don't agree with it...... even if we are born in year Seventies.... and still Single.... that doesn't mean we are STUCK!

Even we are stuck..... we are stuck by choice...... even if its not by choice, we don't feel pathetic!

Initially, I do feel "sad" (or I don't know how to describe it ah.....) that I am actually in my 30 already.

Of coz, when am younger, I envision that I will be married happily with at least a kid by the time I reaches 30.

But, we changes as we grow. We sees things differently. Probably due to our experience.

Back to about being sad for being 30.... few days ago, I was chatting with a friend and she say.... Yeah, we are 30, and Let's Celebrate it!

And that statement actually cheers me up..... and I was thinking...
Ya, what the heck for being 30???
So what if I am 30 and still Single?

I am happy. I am very close with my family and I have a bunch of close friends, and a complicated & crazy best friend.

So, forget about the 3S' pathetic opinion.... I think it must be written by someone whom is Married, and probably in his 30s also, but not as successful as the Single 30s women.....

So, out of "red-eye"...., he labeled all the women in their 30s.... 3S!

I say..... Let's celebrate for being 30!!!

We are Young, Sexy, Successful, Attractive & Energetic.....

2009's Resolutions

Yeah, I am going to blog about it, so that I remembers and shall keep reminding myself on the GOALS or WISHES I have for this year.

1 - To be happy or happier than 2008.

2 - To complete Skytrex thingy @ Bkt Cahaya
(KC, hopefully you will have some time to spare to bring me there before your wedding or before your KB girl come to KL., which you will then be even more occupied than now)

3 - To climb Mount Kinabalu
(well, this is tough... but I hope KH will join ya...)

4 - Water Rafting @ Gua Tempurung

5 - To achieve my sales Quota set by myself.
(hopefully by third quater....)

6 - To do Europe Trip, at least to Paris, Amsterdam & London
(Waiting for Luuk to get a job so that can "sponsor" my food in Amsterdam, and waiting for LS' home to be ready, so I can go and mess it up.....)

7 - To streamline my business and company's operation.
(this is important... so that I will have more ME-TIME)

8 - To have sufficient savings so that I don't feel poor....
(I don't have very high expectation.... enough to spend, enough to take care of my apartment's loan...... )

9 - To Love and Be Loved.

10 - To sponsor a child on World Vision
(http://www.worldvision.org/home.nsf/index.htm : a friend told me that its only about RM50 / mth to sponsor a child..... all I need to do, is eat less one-luxurious meal for the sake of a child. I think its worthwhile...)

11 - Spend more quality time with my family and friends.

12 - To get PADI
(there are numbers of Diving Sites that I want to go... but can't due to I haven't got my PADI and also need to take care of my SINUS' issue.....)

13 - Get INKED

I guess that's all I can think of for now....... I do hope that I can achieve all the goals or wishes that I set for this year......

I did it Again...

Yeah, I did it again. I marked my New Year with a hiking trip.

I did it with a group of friend on 01.01.06 and now i am doing it again on 01.01.09.

01.01.09 @ Sg. Pisang

01.01.06 @ Kuala Kubu Bahru