Mama Mia

Mama Mia is coming to town..... I want to go and watch!!!!
But the tickets are so expensive.... Anybody want to buy me?? :)

I've been cheated by you since I don't know when
So I made up my mind, it must come to an end
Look at me now, will I ever learn?
I don't know how but I suddenly lose control
There's a fire within my soul
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything, o-o-o-oh

Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, now I really know,
My my, I could never let you go.

I've been angry and sad about the things that you do
I can't count all the times that I've told you we're through
And when you go, when you slam the door
I think you know that you won't be away too long
You know that I'm not that strong.
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything, o-o-o-oh

Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, even if I say
Bye bye, leave me now or never
mamma mia, it's a game we play
Bye bye doesn't mean forever

Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go
Mamma mia, now I really know
My my, I could never let you go

The People That Suffered The Most....

"The people that suffered the most, is the one whom don't know what they want" says Dr. Grey

I think a lot of people are not sure what they want. Me included.
I know what I don't want. And I think (yeah..."think") I know what I want.
I think, lots of people are just as lost as me too.....
Which are, we are not sure what we wants.

Why do we do things out of obligations?
And, why do we expects(or accepts) it when people do things for us, because of Obligations?
Where does the genuine or sincerity gone?

I have this close friend whom I know for long time....
He never do anything out of obligations.
But nowadays he did a lot of it.
Is it called Obligations or is it called Commitment?
I am not sure, and I don't know how to advice him.

Because of curious about whether my other friends are as lost as I am... I had this conversation with one of my guy friend.

AL : What's your specifications in partner?
JN : Well.... hmmmm.... Honesty & Trust.
AL : Duh (rolling eyes with POKER face)..... isn't that is EXPECTED in every relationship????
JN : Oh well..... hmmmm.... then.... Independent?
AL : Okay... well, most of us are financially independent nowadays....
JN : Emotionally & Financially Independent....
AL & CY : WTF???
AL : If we were Emotionally independent too.... then, why do we need YOU GUYS????
JN : Hmmmmm..... (confused look)

Sigh... and super big sigh.... was all my response were......
I am not sure if I am the one that's LOST..... or?????

Kampung Girls ROCK!

"Aiyor.... Alor Setar got their City Status because they have airport in the middle of Paddy Field" says Albertus.

Yeah, Albert... this is the ENTRY that I promised to dedicate it to you.

See all the KAMPUNG GIRLS here...... We can DEFEND our Paddy Field if we want to, Ok...

Don't Play Play ah....... and we can get our CITY BOY too if we want.....


And, we don't get our City Status because of the Airport in the Paddy Field, Ok....

Its because KEDAH BOLEH!

Do you know..... our most respected ex-Prime Minister is from Kedah?
Do you also know... your most respected WIFE also from Kedah? *wink*

How do you know if it's L.O.V.E?

I received this message from a close friend, and decides to share with all..,because I feel her advice is good...

How do you know if it's Love?
"You just know.
You'll feel it somewhere between your breastbone and your stomach.
No individual details matter : Looks, Height, Hair, Hair Color, Job Description.
That person makes you happy, gives you a warm glow.
Gives you security, comfort, makes you laugh, makes love like it matters.
You'll go the extra miles for them & you know they'll do it for you too.
Hope that's helps woman. ;) "

This message came all the way from New Zealand.
Thanks woman...... We all miss you. And miss your advices.

Here, few photos for you, of KH's wedding's... a place where we felt so much Love within both of them. I hope I will find someone whom love me unconditionally soon.....

The Kampung Girl's girlfriends..... Guess, AS is really kampung ah...???

The whole gang that were at the wedding.....

And face of impatient RED FAN whom cant wait to go for his "You'll Never Walk Alone" game..

Close brush with The Crown Prince

Everytime I tell my friends that I am coming to Brunei, their first respond will be :-

"Meeting the prince ah......??"

Now, I can proudly say..... "Yes... meeting the prince lo.... The Crown Prince coming to my booth...."

And to mark this special day..., I also wore Baju Kurung.., first time in 16 years....
I remembered the last time I wore..., was when I was 11 or 12 years old.....

So... what you guys think of him? Cute or not?

A business associates told me just now...
"Hey, trip over him la... maybe you will get lucky..... "

My respond was.....
"Ooops.... I hope he won't be interested in me eh.... coz I am not willing to give up PORK"

I am not a TAILOR

Here I am... sitting in the exhibition hall.....
Waiting for my business partner cum friend.....
Then, I overheard this conversation while at exhibition hall....

Dr : Eh.... tailor is here eh...
A : I am fashion designer eh.... not Tailor....
Dr : Ooops... sorry eh....... ya ya... fashion designer....

See, in actual fact, A does design and do the clothing for her client herself.

In older days, we called this person Tailor, isn't it?

Now... in this Glamor society..., they are supposed to be called Fashion Designer...

Hmmm... what other terms had we changed to fit this glamor world?

Driver - Chauffeur
Sales Executive - Business Development Executive
Barber - Hair stylist
Contractor - Interior Designer

And the list goes on... but for now... my brain refuse to work anymore......

Golden Rules....

"Do unto others as you would have them do unto you."

"Do not do unto others what is hateful to yourself."

Hiking Adventures.....

I always loves hiking... and always loving the adrenaline rush I got from it.

But I had stopped for a while.... and are back on it again recently.

Been to a few... but its not so much about exercise actually...
I think its more of Hiking cum Gastronomy Adventure....

Because, normally... our "itinerary" are....

Breakfast - Hiking - Eat @ Waterfall - Hiking - Eat - Drive home - Eat....

So, we probably burns some calories.... but I think we put in more than we burn....

But who cares..... so long we are Happy ya..... even though in one of the recent hike, I had SEVEN leeches bites.... everywhere... including somewhere "intimate"......

Well, I called the leeches "hamsap"......

Sexy Back.... Three Sexy Girls showing off our back...

Part of the Hiking Gang...

Nice waterfall, innit?

Aren't we stylo??

See, can still smile though I had realized I had so many leeches bites...

Once upon a time.....

Once upon a time, a thief stole something that belongs to me.....
Something precious......

Then, the thief even dare to tell me not to touch the item...

Hello... don't u remember you stole it from me in the first place??

Now, I am not sure if the thing is so precious anymore.....
I am just going to let the precious decides for "itself".....

While, its still precious to me, by too much I think....
But I guess... it lasts while it still lasts.....

Now, someone want me to be the precious....
And, I am confuse.....
I am not sure......

I am the type that will only agree to it... if I know I can make the other party my precious too...

I guess I won't ask for advice..... cause only ME should know the decision.....
But..... I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE THE DECISION NOW............

Life is...

Life is like a game of cards,
Where fate deals the cards,
Society lays the rules,
But you get to choose how to play the hand.

* Saw this in one of the email I received today. So, thought of sharing.....

Why Am I Still Single..........

P : How's love life?
Me : Well.... still the same. Not seeing anyone.....
P : Why?
Me : Well.... guess didn't meet anyone that I have clique with?
P : How could that be......
Me : Maybe I am afraid to fall in love again??
P : Well...., I am not afraid. And as a matter of fact, I have a few potential candidates...

And, this come from someone whom just broke up few months ago........
And, someone whom was so in love with the ex...

What makes a person move on so fast?

Do they really move on? Or they just build a shield to protect themselves?

Can we really stop loving someone so soon....?
Or, what is the definition of soon? or slow? or too long?

Coming from someone "experience" like me...... the conclusions are :-

1 - You can't just stop loving someone.....
2 - But you can recover by moving from LOVE to HATE...
3 - But, do you want to HATE the person???
4 - When you used to LOVE him/her so much?

I seriously don't think he moved on.... I think he is just building the SHIELD to protect himself.
But who cares ya.... most importantly, we are comfortable with the way we chose to protect ourselves and move on......
There is no Right or Wrong when it comes to way to HEAL...
And, I don't think there is an IDIOT GUIDE TO HEAL.....

All my dear friends.... don't worry, I am fine. I am just thinking out LOUD......

But what worries me is...... am I really scared to fall in love again?

Well.... I don't think so.... I think I am just waiting for THE ONE to come along....

They say... you will now when you meet one...... True or False?

Blush like a High-School Girl......

I am seriously NOT USED TO BEING PURSUE....

I am a "friendship-turned-relationship" type of girl.

And I can't really remember when was the last time I was pursued....

I mean... being pursue the "high-school" style....

And, actually... I am afraid when people pursue me.... because,

.....I AM VERY BAD AT REJECTING...

Thanks to my friends...... they made me BLUSHED like stupid high-school GIRL last week...

They can't stop teasing me with this guy (whom apparently "have" something for me...).....

I really don't know how to re-act.... and a friend told me...

"Stop Blushing..... do the Poker Face....."

Ooops..... how to do a Poker Face eh?

Shouldn't I be enjoying being pursued....?

Hmmmmm..... I don't know..... Probably that means I am NOT INTERESTED....

Tired.... Exhausted... But.....

Right at this very moment..... I am PHYSICALLY & MENTALLY exhausted......

But SURPRISINGLY..... I am Happy & Contented

Why?

Because I know there are so many people out there that CARE FOR ME.......

Most importantly..... they CARE & LOVE me unconditionally.......

What else can I ask ya....?

Ah.... I miss HOME.............