I am going, definitely. He is not only my ex-boyfriend, but also my best friend. Actually, I don't remember him as my ex anymore..... because we are really a very close friend now. We cares for each other a lot. But, I guess we are just meant to be good friend and not partner.
When I told my cousin that my ex is getting married....... and her first question was...
"Are you Ok?"
Of coz, I am not the only one invited.... my cousins, my bro and also sis are invited... because we all are really very close with him....
Then my sis was telling her colleague.... and they were also surprise that she is attending her sis' ex-bf's wedding......
Then... my friend was also hesitating to ask me... because she was not sure if I WERE INVITED?????
Hmmmmmm..... shall post more after the wedding........ Wonder how will I feel ya?
I think I should be alright.......
For now I am only sad that he is getting married.... but I am still single...
I feel really sad cos my ex is getting married today and I'm not invited. It breaks my heart because all my friends are going and even though I still consider him as a friend he didn't invite me, I think mainly because his wife to be is extremely jealous and didn't want me there. I keep trying to think positive and that it's for the best, but I can't stop feeling miserable. I've sent him a message wishing him the best of luck, but I feel really guilty and mean, because deep down I hope that they don't enjoy the day - how can I stop this feeling. Unfortunately, I was the one who broke up with him and it was only when it was too late I realised I had made a big mistake. I feel today I have lost one of my best friends.
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